VERY minimally edited response to Slim Volume's Questions:
by Lifeguard of Love
To work backwards: The artist
lets go of work immediately upon sharing it, especially in this case, as
Olympia had a pretty major “all ages” scene circa 2001.
To be a fan is a one-sided
relationship, but in a small community it becomes more recipricol. As soon as
she left the stage, she introduced herself to people as Wynne, never Tracy. The
act immediately came off, which may have further blurred the line between
performance and performer. Nothing about her seemed to “change” once she was
Wynne and not Tracy (no one ever mistook her for Nikki or Cola). One time there
was a Sunday early-evening show for some reason, and she was like “Oh my god
guys, I’m so hungover I thought I was going to die.” But she did the show
anyway. Her performance was performance,
but the closeness of the space (including often playing at venues without
stages) was also humanizing. She let one of my friends be the singer at one
show.
Humanizing, strangely, can lead
to further objectification. In a punk rock community, the MORE we think we can
relate to a performer, the more we feel we POSSESS them. (what to make of the possessiveness of fans?).
What happens? What happens is
that fans are happy. The fans are 18 and don’t have anywhere to put this
information about performance, identity, femininty. Greenwood has a faint
moustache and a GREAT ass, and that’s all they need. All the queer kids, butch
or femme, can dream of her. We don’t know what she means by Modern. We don’t
know what the Art Test is. Queer youth group is telling us that we’re Golden.
What made this actual record the flip
side of The Need is Dead? It is like
it’s companion album, and not just because I listened to them both the first
time I did mushrooms (that is not even a true story).
What puts this record into a rock
category? I don’t fucking know! I am trying to figure that out.
How did Tracy and the Plastics employ irony in a way that
contemporary electronic musicians today (Grimes), 11, 12 years later, do not need to?
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It was a weekend in February. My girlfriend’s teeth had
crashed into my lip while we were making out and I wouldn’t let her kiss me
after; since my lip was cut it was not HIV-transmission safe. Queer youth group
had drilled so much HIV prevention in me that I’d missed opportunities to have
sex with girls when I didn’t have a glove; all bodily fluids were treated
equal.
We went to an all ages performance space called The Midnight Sun. I am most certainly at risk of mixing up this story with a million other stories of shows at The Midnight Sun. This may in fact be a hybrid, this may not even have been the night that my girlfriend’s mouth cut my lip; it may have even been her lip that was cut. This was only 11 years ago. I don’t remember. I was really stoned.
We peeped into the venue. They actually wouldn’t let us in
because the place was at maximum capacity. We saw a TV and we were like what
the fuck, this isn’t a band, it’s just a TV.
We went and saw Tracy and the Plastics and The Need play
almost every weekend for the next several months. Their records, Muscler’s Guide to Videonics and The Need is Dead were flip sides of one
another.
Tracy and the Plastics was temporal drag of a very recent
past – a past that many of Greenwood’s peers lived with, although we, the
all-ages part of the all-ages audience, did not. She employed irony in sound and medium.
But then a lot of the fans didn’t get
the irony because they had younger parents (???) so they just thought it was
cool (???).
But that brings in a question of authenticity/sincerity; I
personally am still stuck in finding rock n roll more “authentic” than electronic music because it is
something you can feel (performing and listening). [I know this to be untrue/authenticity to be not even real, etc., but it is something that grates on me when I think about electronic music in general, even though I fucking love some of it].
What about Glass Candy using and recording total
analog. You can feel that too? (need to read the section on analog recording in Time Binds by Elizabeth Freeman).
What made Tracy and the Plastics different for me? Was it
really just Wynne Greenwood’s moustache and fine ass? Are the teenage hormones
that objectify performers the same teenage hormones that make you want to fuck
everyone you can just because you can?
I never wanted these posts on this album to stop. As I am already afflicted with the occasional debilitating nostalgia, I now want those aforementioned weekends back more than anything.
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